Jaxon, we have known you for a whole month now! No book, no amount of research and no advice can truly prepare you for this journey and even though the time/space continuum has been turned on it's head and we are bone tired, we are also so very in love with you and wouldn't trade it for the world. Getting to know you has been incredible. You seem to have a love of eating and sleeping and sleeping some more... as long as the sun is out. At night time, all bets are off ;0. Your new love of eating is a relief to your mamma because the doctors were concerned that you had lost too much weight before we left the hospital. We have been doing weekly weigh-ins at the pediatrician and just got the all clear that all is well and you are plumping up nicely. The delicious dimples forming in your elbow and the folds revealing themselves on your chunky little thighs are everything to me! I still can't drive for a few weeks per doctors orders so we've been hanging out at home with the exception of your first trip to grandma's house and your first walk around the park. The month has been surreal... i watch your chest and belly rise & fall as you sleep such peace in each moment, and listen to your little squeaks in awe. In awe that I'm a mother, in awe that you are here & are such small perfection and in awe that the best is yet to come. You are an incredible soul little girl, and we are so lucky you chose us... the best is yet to come. Thank you <3